i failed my TP. for those who doesnt know, TP is the practical test. to be frank, i thought i could pass it with ease. i thought it would be a good day. my mum bought me mac breakfast. my bro hugged me before i left. my passport-sized photo looks decent. my jeans bacame looser. everythin seemed great, and i thought it's gonna end good as well.
all the traffic lights turned green when i was havin the test. wierd sign, but a good one. but, i mounted one fuckin miserable kerb, and it caused me to fail immediately. it's like so wtf?! the 43950842 year old tester looks so freakin shit. he looks so freakin fierce and fuckin stupid. i know it's wrong to insult, but just let me take a breather. at the end of my test, i only have got 4 demerits, and one fuckin immediate failure. even the auntie at the counter was shocked. she says it's wasted. like hello? i dont need anyone to say anythin to make me feel so freakin dumb for mountin that stupid kerb can? fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. yea yea. my next test date would be on 11 august. hope nothing goes wrong. fuck.
dont tell me to take it easy, and that it'll be fine. NO. it'll not be fine. at least not for now. i feel stupid and angry. dont tell me 4 demerits is already good enough. but hello? u missed out the immediate failure can. nvm me. fuck it.